I'm so worried :| deng!

huhuhu my goodness! This is the first time for me to feel worried about my job. Actually I am not that serious with this before. But oh! I'm kinda being worried because one of my students was removed in my timetable. huhuhuhu so I'm thinking that I might be at risk but please I do hope that he doesn't find me not good at all.. huhuhuhu I think I'm already realizing the worth of mu job.. And I think that's a good thing.. I hope that I can have new students for the next month.. I'll take care of this job.. I wish the company will give me additional working hours. I hope. Please Lord..

SEE? :D I really love my curly hair here :D i hope that can be permanent :)

I want to have a new look that'll suit me :))

Valerie has gone crazy again :))

I hope I can find the right one for me..... <3

Don't come back..

It was holy week last week. Last Thursday, I went home to our province alone :D. Haha what an unusual experience! To tell you I traveled to Pangasinan at 1 o' clock in the morning huh! :D It was a scary thing to imagine, but I finally made it :). Thank God I arrived safely in my sweet home town :).. It took for about 3 hrs only :D. It was a short travelling time. The usual traveling time is 5hrs see :D and it only took for a short while because there was no traffic :D.

Every time I go to Pangasinan, I always reminisce my good old days.. Those days that now turned to be one of my bitter sweet memories. It feels so good sometimes to stop and think of the past.. Sometimes it makes me cry.. and sometimes it makes me laugh so hard.. hahaha.. crazy things makes me so remarkable to my classmates :) that's why if you'll see our crossroads haha I've been called the "Sisa" of our batch. It's because I laugh so hard you know! :))

Good old days.. I miss you.. I hope to have a de javu haha.. but sometimes I find myself not at ease whenever I hope to bring those memories back again. At the end of my hopes and wishes to be with that someone again I always come to a realization that there can be no more "US" again. I've been so alone for almost three years of course I feel emptiness too sometimes..haha but I'm not desperate to have a boyfriend again. Of course God will give the right man for me.. all I need to do is to wait.. :)

Last week.. my ex boyfriend texted me and he wanted to see me. I'm kinda doubtful to see him again.. because I know that he's just flirting with me. He has a new girlfriend now that's why I don't want to have intimate connections with him any more. Unlike before ugh! There are times that I want to see him but whenever I remember those things that he have done oh my! everything's crashing and I'm hating more and more.. I don't want him back anymore.. I don't want to commit the same mistakes again. Once is really enough, two is very too much.. and three oh yes I really need to put a period to that. :D track the right path val! :) God loves me :)