nightmare

last night i dreamt of something.. i was in school with my college friends and then i was crying.. and then i was crying for the reason that as if i don't have any friends.. whoah terrifying very terrifying... you know what i really miss my high school friends.. my dream was kind of true? haha.. i'm not that close to them but then i'm still trying to be that close.. you know that.. of course i don't wanna enter our room having no friends.. haha as if im an out cast.. i needed to adjust myself..'f course i need to mingle with them.. how in the world can i be close to them if o don't do any move.. hay.. co much for this.. i hope everything's gonna be alright..:')

sob :(

i hate it.. one of my friends in college got mad at me.. i really didn't know that she wasn't home yet. i really don't know that's why she's blaming me for being grounded. haaay.. unfair.. i hope she doesn't act like that she's very unreasonable.. why blame me? it's always my fault always.. balderdash.. asar!!!!! so now she's not talking to me.. the blame is always in me.. that's why i see it to be very unfair.. why is it always has to be like that.. nakakainis.. okay.. i can't do anything.. stubborn hay.. sob sob sob :((

Someday..

Someday my love will come

Someday it'll be awesome

Someday it'll bloom

Someday it'll never be in gloom

Someday my love will be gone

Someday I see myself out of fun

Someday I'll be in tears

Someday I'll be in fears

Someday I will find a remedy

Someday it'll cure all my insanity

Someday I'll have a blissful life

Which I will never try to strife

Blank..

hehey! i can't think of anything to say.. but then i'm trying to beautify my blog.. i'm gonna write everything that i wish to share with you guys.. as if someone would try to visit this kind of thing.. how i wish.. :) ahahaha..:D